Flaire I have ever had.
Last night or should I say this morning at 12:30 my body was cramped all over and I got out of bed and ran me a bath as I sat in the tub all I could do was cry. Today I opened the childcare and had 4 little ones whose diapers I had to change. With my thumb also hurting on my right hand I have been misarable. I did have Mitch find me my wrist brace which has helped a little, very little.
I feel like even my skin is to heavy for my body and if I could take it off I'd feel better.
Mitch went to rub my back this morning so he could get some attention and I almost begged him not to touch me. I feel guilty but I just hurt all over and I itch for no reason, like something is crawling on my neck and head but I know there's nothing there. I have been super grouchy that I don't even like myself, I don't know the children have dealt with me. I have 2 little boys that come to me in the afternoon and one of them came up and gave me a great big hug and kiss. It would have been great if it hadn't of hurt so bad but I didn't let him know. I even cooked dinner for 3 of childcare children and now am down to one who is laying down. She leaves at 11:30 pm. When she goes to sleep I can close my eyes.
I am so tired tonight.
I hope everyone else is having a better night. I know some of it is the weather and all I can think about is if I feel this bad with the weather cooling down now what am I going to like when true Fall sets in or even better Winter.
DX Fibro 12/31/07 Guess I can put the rest dx
PSTD Bi Polar 2/04 Depression most of my life IBS
RX Amitriptylin 25mg
God gives doesn't give us more than we can handle. So this too shall pass.