I HATE fibro and I HATE pain!
I HATE being tired and I HATE having no energy.
STUPID fibro stops me from doing just normal things like working on a sewing project for an hour.
No matter if I stand or sit I hurt like crazy. My ribs, back, neck..OK, my entire body including my toenails and the hair on the inside of my nose!!!
I'm just trying to prepare for Christmas and making gifts for the grandkids and what I used to do in an afternoon I literally take 3-4 days to do and then I'm exhausted and in horrid pain.
Is it too much to ask to just keep the house a bit tidy without sitting in a puddle of tears??? Can't I have a life where I can plan more than 10 minutes ahead???
I can't remember what I came into this room for only 12 seconds ago; don't know what I had for breakfast and there is no way I can fill out disability forms since I have NO idea what year or what doctors I have been too in the past 10 years. Not even the YEAR!!! YES, I'm screaming!! This way it only hurts my fingers and the arthritis has set up camp there and taken over on days when fibro isn't stabbing every muscles in my hand. Then there's the costs! DON'T even get met started. I can't work so it really makes sense to up my doc visit copays 250%. I have to go once a month so that's more money I love to toss down a rat hole.
Anyone who comes over has to find the path from the door to wherever they want to go. They can find us by voice most days and by GPS on others. Have you seen my windows??? No wonder because they look like brown painted walls since I can't remember which year I washed them either! I'm not sure which walls have them and which don't.
Whoever came up with this freakin' disorder should sell it to the military. If they flung it on the enemy we would win every time. And YES, I DO wish it on my worst enemy...my EX! At least he has cluster headaches!! They combine nicely with pathological lying...lol
OK, so I maybe exaggerated a bit...maybe on the window deal..but I needed a place to yell and scream and I never learned how to yell out loud...really! So I came here cause you guys are at a far enough distance to be safe. It may or may not do any good but at least I had my say.
Does anyone want to join me??? Maybe we can yell this Dang Disease to death!!! Just keep in clean, OK???
The three grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for. — Alexander Chalmers
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Fibromyalgia, PTSD, UC, Diabetic on insulin, collapsed disk, arthritis scattered around and a few other delights.