Wulver, you have already been given so much great advice from so many of our members that know how important this forum is for us so I do hope you will stick around and let those that know, some of what you are going through, is like and we also live with it daily.
I found this forum during one of the grimmest times in my life, I had lost a grandson in Iraq three months before and had done nothing for those three months but sit on the couch in a daze only moving when I had to and the pain was getting worse all the time from the psychological hell I was going through and not moving. I thought the ones, that are still here when I joined, going on three years ago, were nuts when they kept telling me I had to move, had to move but something made me listen to them. They were so kind and understanding. I have made, what I hope is, life long friends on this forum and I can't imagine life without it.
You are a lot stronger than you think you are, look at what you are dealing with??? Fibro is not for sissies.
If your doc is not helping you and apparently they are not you need to find one that will. Sometimes we go to several different docs before we find one that is willing to help us. It is so important to have a doc that believes in fibro 100% and doesn't treat you like this is all in your head cause it sure isn't.
Please let us know what you need help with and we will do what we can to help.
luv and hugs
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