Start searching for a reasonable place to live. You might be surprised what you find. Do you have any girlfriends that would want to share an apartment with you? There are ways of getting out. I think there are agencies that could help you too. But staying there has to be so belittling and depressing and that doesn't make you want to get moving!
Start thinking how you would decorate your place, the things you could do when YOU wanted to do them, etc. These are positive thoughts and will help you deal with what is happening to you right now.
But, seriously start searching. If you need a job, look for that, too. There are some out there. My son just was hired and switched positions last week! Don't tell yourself there are no jobs or there isn't a place you can afford because those thoughts most likely aren't accurate. The right place for you will come.
Please let us know how you are doing. I've thought about you a lot since your first post.
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God does not give us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7