just need to vent. i'm in the worst pain i've been in for ages. can barely move. mostly knees, hands, hips, shoulders, legs, feet. i couldn't tie a knot in a piece of string today. actually got nauseated i was in so much pain. had to excuse myself from dinner (with guests) and go lay down because i was hurting so much. this is day 3 of this 'flare within a flare'. (had been building for a while, but for three days it's been WORSE)
my family is worried about me. i feel and look ancient. going to crawl into my bed and hopefully not be too sore to sleep! oh gosh ... this is a rough one.