I need to rant...?...complain? Started work at 7 am and finish at 7 pm. Had a good weekend with my youngest son and daughter but stayed with a friend and up too late Saturday. Had a couple of things to do Sunday but ended up at home by 1 pm and in bed by 3 pm. Woke for food about
8 pm and back to bed by 11.
Had to wake at 5 am for work and now (2:30) am just wiped out and sore as hell. Everything hurts - heck, my eyelashes hurt! I have percs I can take but am afraid to 'cause I may get more drowsy. This crap just makes me feel so much more depressed... I just want to go home to bed. It's snowing again (I'm in Ontario, Canada) so my drive home (100km) will be lousy. I sit at a computer all day and already my neck, shoulders, wrists and arms are aching like heck. I don't really notice the leg pain till I stand.
What pain meds have others tried for fibro? I'm on percs, 5 day, but they don't really make the grade and I don't care for the potential long term issues.
AAAAggggggghhhh........just shoot me fulla somethin to put me out a while! It makes me wonder why to bother....with anything. It's a hard trade off - stay at home on disability and endure the self-loathing self talk of uselessness or stay at work and endure the extra pain and glare of co-workers' misunderstanding and ignorance.
I just want it all to go away!! Please! Just one full day without the pain - ONE DAY!! i feel like a fool at my age complaining like this but darn, it hurts! I know people here can understand but I don't work with you folks.
Thanks for reading and understanding.
swathed in pain and anguish,
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 2/7/2011 4:59:21 PM (GMT-7)