I feel so overwhelmed right now. Seems like everything is happening all at once. I try to be a good wife and mom, but right now…I’m just no good to anyone. I feel like I’m living in one big flare. Out of nowhere yesterday, but the time I got home, I had to lay down, and all this pain started. My sciatica, my back, my legs- they hurt, ache and then go numb and tingly, my neck and I was just exhausted. I tried to stay up and watch a movie, but it didn’t work. But then I kept waking up several times because of the pain. So I got up this morning and I have a stomach ache like crazy. I’m trying to take Mylanta and drink ginger ale, its one of the kind where I really need to lay down to have it go away. But I can’t really take any more time off at work for today. So..I went to the Dentist today, and then I find out I need tons of dental work done. I’ve also got periodontal gum disease, I need a lot of work done, root canals that have been left with no crown, just tons of stuff and it’s going to be costly too. So I have to start getting that stuff done starting this Friday. All along in the dentist office, I kept sorta dozing off.
So I just came back to work now from my appointment. I have tons of work to do and just don’t seem to have the stamina to get it all done. I don’t want to lose my job! It just seems like everything is spiraling out of control. I know my hubby expected with it being Valentine’s Day and all …a little one on one time so to speak, but I hurt so bad, I didn’t even want to be touched. For the last week or so, it’s been so much pain. I feel myself starting to slip into depression too.
Ok, thanks…I just had to get that all out. I will just try to pick myself up and do what I can here today and work, and when I get home, cook the ground beef for the taco’s and then go to bed. I hope my tummy stops hurting soon. It is just something that I really don’t feel like dealing with right now with all the other pain. It’s just one of those kind of days for me. I feel like trying to take a vacation day scheduled for Friday, so I can just sleep.
Thanks anyone for just reading and listening to me.