I just wanted to say Hi, and that I know how you feel. I seem to feel like I've been in a flare for the better part of the last 3 months. Sometimes its a little better, but mostly pain constant. I'm on some pretty strong pain killers too and still I feel it. It isn't fair...but life isn't fair!!! The main thing is to keep moving.
I also have to remind myself all the time, that for as bad as I think I am....there are so many people that would so love to just be in my position...(are so much more worse off) . So that tends to keep me going. And my family too.
Hang in there and gental hugs to you!!