Well I am just so over all the pain, I am so tired,
Depression is not helping and my husband is also no help. I am feeling the cold tonight last night we were cooking and tonight we have a cool wind so I am feeling the cold. My husband wants the fan on in the bedroom, too cold for me so it is the lounge for me again tonight. So it is the TV for company, no one can hear me cry this way.
I know I have great things happening in my life DD wedding and we are enjoying planning that together, it is just being tired and in pain, The headacke constant pain in my whole body. Yes a pity party