I'm also sorry you are having a hard time. No one understands
unless they have been there and I know just what you are talking
I have a friend who was just diagnosed with fibro and finally she
understood what I have been going through. She had been thinking
more and more about retiring and when the fog started interferring
with her work she knew it was time. She was fortunate that financially
she could quit, but she loved her work and would never have given
it up, but knew it was time.
I also think humor is wonderful. We only purchased a tv when all the
children had graduated high school and I'm only now discovering
"The Golden Girls" and "Frazier"--what a hoot!
I don't have any words of wisdom, just know you are in my thoughts
and prayers. Gentle Hugs.