I am really trying hard to pull my myself out of this deep depression. I was already depressed some, but after that visit from long term it just pushed me more in the hole. I saw my Psy Dr. Yesterday and she had to tell me that she was closing her practice and moving out of state. It just made a rough day worse. Her husband got a new job in the lower 48. It's so hard to keep a friend or a dr. here. So many people come here for the money then decide the weather gets old. So it's hard to get close to someone here. She has been the biggest addovate for me during all my health crises. I am really going to miss her and then the trust thing starts all over again.
I decided to start therapy work again. I am hoping I can learn some new tools to relieve this anxiety, PTSD and anxiety. All I could do was cry in my Psy. office yesterday. Telling her how bad I was hurt from these long term people. She mention they really do make you feel like your abusing the system. Yes, they do! So I am trying to put this aside, but it still haunts me.
I share this because I want others to know what to expect from these long term investigators.
Post Edited (ak angel) : 6/24/2014 4:15:39 PM (GMT-6)