I am tired, frustrated and in a lot of pain but I am at work doing my job. Despite all that despite explaining to my boss that what I have wont go away, work life is not good.
My boss giving me more hell since I told them about my condition and I get the real impression that they want me to resign.
I can still do my job, yes I am slower but I am still faster than most people here.
I have been working here 12 years and this is the support I get. Have to hide it when I am having a bad day. Have to just suck it up and carry on.
And yes I have had it said strait out that I should resign till I get better. There is no getting better from this, there is just learning to live with it. I don't have disability cover due to my medical history so I need my job.
I wish I could just get some support. If I was going off sick on a regular basis for this I could understand. But I am at work, doing my job and making my deadlines. I have even told them if it is such an issue I will step aside and take a tell critical job, but that they wont do either. If work was easier to find I would be out of here but who would hire me