I just want to welcome you to HealingWell CeCe. So sorry that you're having such a terrible time with treatment.
But at least Cary is here to give you any moral support and ideas.
We have others that have been through it also and I am sure you will get some other's suggestions as well.
Take care........thoughts and prayers..........
When the going gets tough....the tough get going! Don't always know where I going but I get there anyways.