hospice nurse came out yesterday to see Lee, he had gotten sick sunday night and started running fever and was pretty out of it. we had a very hard time getting him to wake up. anyway the nurse told me it's time to take my family leave thru work b/c he will only be here for a few weeks...few weeks, what are you talking about? our dr told us 3-6months. i am so sick, i have cried so much. i just can't look at the man that is laying there, in a hospital bed, w/oxygen, in my living room....and believe he will not be with me much longer. i know they aren't God so they really don't know when he will be gone, but i have to say that yesterday really tore my heart out of my chest, or at least that's how it felt.
i don't know when i will be back on but i am thinking of everyone and sure hope that everyone is remebering my family.
thoughts and prayers,