i am sorry about
your hubby dontknow but at least hospice is involved and helping out. make sure you say everything you wanna say and spend as much time as you can. the drinking is beside the point now and its bad and sad when they cant stop but know that he loves you and appreciates all you do for him even if he doesnt say it.
when he does pass(hopefully not for awhile) know that he will still always be with you. i like the words in my signature and it has helped me with my moms passing. "no one really dies for they have loved. because they have loved their memory will live on in the lives of everyone whos life he has touched."
The only person who can make you happy is you. Be your own self and love who you are because each and every one of you are wonderful for who you are
"No one really dies because they have loved. Because they love they stay in the hearts of the people they have touched so in that their memory lives on." Ghost whisperer-i know corny but this touched me deep down and i see so much truth in it.