WG, I'm glad you are taking positive steps to get out of your funk. However, I'm wondering if your husband is concerned about your relationship with him. Maybe you two need to have a serious talk and see what you can do to make him happier in the relationship, possibly even couples therapy.
And believe me, you are still a young thing!
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