Thinking of you this morning after reading about your husband passing. So so sorry things were so difficult and hope you have a peaceful day today knowing that he is on his way to the next phase of his journey, and that he is out of pain.
Hope you and you daughter can find comfort today. Breath deep often...it really does help to just sit and take deep breaths often. Don't look back at the should'a, could'a, would'a s. There is no textbook or lessons on how to travel this path and it seems like everyone's journey to the next world (whatever one believes that to be) is different.
I am lighting candles at work today for you and your family. They are to help light your way through these hard times. Will be sending you thoughts of support today.