I never read your previous post about your brother, but I've just gone back to have a look at it now. It sounds like it all happened pretty fast. My heart goes out to you, to watch anyone die in that way is very tough. I've experienced end-stage liver failure myself, though I received a transplant just in time. It was such a traumatic thing for my family to go through - the confusion and the personality changes, as well as the physical changes which were so dramatic. I hope it is of some small comfort that your brother might not have been experiencing as much discomfort as he appeared to be - I know I appeared a lot worse than I felt when I was at my ill-est, as everything was in such a haze. You must still be in a state of shock at the moment, I hope you have someone around you at this time, and remember you can always come on here to let us know how you're feeling. I think there are probably other people on this forum who've lost loved ones like you have, who might be able to share their experiences.