I've been staying strong

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Date Joined Sep 2007
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   Posted 5/25/2009 8:00 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey everyone it's been awhile but I've been staying strong and just coping and getting by.I try my hardest to try to not think and focus all my energy on my symptoms it's just all bad energy being beat down on my body.I have been praying so hard to just feel some type of joy I always feel crapting pardone the pun lol really I do.I hardly smile cause my face is always with a concerned worried look all over my IBS.I just escape like I've said when I watch my tv shows and just forget for a half hour or hour about my unfortunate situation.I know my life is passing me by and I do not want it to be that way I'm so envious of people you have their freedom to move around freely as they want with food in their system being able to control thier bms.I used to be those people I think sometimes how this this just happen to me so fast I never saw it coming.I want to enjoy my life I feel like I'm a prisoner in my own body which I've also said before lol I want to move around freely without worrying about my stomach.I want to love my life and live it to it's fullest I want to be able to wake up one day and find that I have no symptoms and I know who I'm going to thank for that my God he would be the one to heal me.I still have not taken the test for Small Intestine Bacterial Overgrowth cause I feel there might be some issues there that are causing me problems.Now I'm feeling alright I'm worried about tomorrow cause I'm supposed to get my haircut hopefully I'll feel good to get it cause I need one bad and getting one always make me feel better.I'm watching the Hills aftershow that is my favorite show that is my escape big time lol,I've realized that I really need to stay away from all food products containing milk cause the other day I was eating a bunch of the Keebler Elf fudge strip cookies.I had no problems with them after eating them things seemed to settle but I'm not sure if not eating them with my enzymes caused the problem.The next day after eating dinner I usually feel tired I took a nap and was woken up with real bad stomach pains got up went and had a bm then minutes later my stomach was really cramping up then like a volcano like everything I ate the day before just came out it was kind of like the dreaded d but not really it just came out in a big mess.I was like I will never ever ever eat those cookies again cause I never want to go through that sorry I was so gross about that guys.I always like to have something sweet after I eat and it's always cookies or chocolate I guess I will just keep fruit handy and that will be my sweets to havec cause my body can not take to much baked goods anymore lol.I'm so glad I have this site to just come and share when I'm having a good or bad day I always feel better after sharing.Everyone stay strong have faith and fight through all the mess we go through things will get better all my love till next post. xoxoxoxo :-)
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