Hey everyone I got up real early this morning five minutes till seven and started giving my breath samples into seven glass tubes.I could not sleep all night for fear I'd fall into a deep sleep and not wake up early enough cause the samples had to be given every twenty to thirthty minutes after drinking a concoktion.Finished at 9 and waited till Fed Ex came to pick up the test package to be mailed out to the test center.I pray with all my heart that they will find a great deal of things that are not supposed to be in my small intestine.Hopefully I pray my doctor will be able to repair the years of suffering I've had to go through with not knowing what's was going wrong with me.For the past couple of weeks I've mentioned my diet and system were off wack cause I needed to fast from having certain foods and just basically having a real real bland diet with no fiber at all.So my system has been off and I've been going through it,it all started last night the dreaded D made a visit luckily it waited till I got home from my mom's
after spending her birthday with her.I was unable to get back home cause I locked myself out cause I left my keys in my apartment after closing and locking the door behind me.Just my luck lol it would only happen to me I was rushing out to go get my mom's gift rode my bike all the way to the flower shop went to lock my bike and realized I did not have my house keys which had my key to my lock.AAAAHHHH!!!!! was all I was thinking to myself I just ended up getting her a nice beautiful card and a balloon that said happy birthday.She loved the card especially the words in it were beautiful and touching almost made her cry,that made my day making my mom happy.I started off the day feeling extremely backed up and constipated while I was at my mom's waiting till my landlord called me at 9pm!!!!! to let me in I had to use the bathroom several times to have bms for tiny pencil shaped stools due to days of no fiber in my diet.I was really hating that but before that was able to eat a salad cause that was the only thing I felt like eating before the next day when I took the test.I thought the frequent trips to the bathroom would be enough but I was wrong I had a funny feeling the dreaded D would be visiting me soon that night.At 9pm on the dot my landlord calls to say I can make my way back home cause he's unlocked my door for me.While riding back I felt nothing got into my apartment settled in to watch "Get Me Out Of Here,I'm A Celebrety was really getting into the show while I was on my computer.Then suddenly that awful feeling in the pit of my stomach the dreaded D was saying here I am lol.I think it only happened twice but after the second time I was drained and feeling tired.
Everything was quite for the rest of the night thank God!!! then I started having hunger growls and pains I was so scared to eat anything else.I did not want to go through the dreaded D experience anymore I just went to bed hungry praying tomorrow will be a better day cause I was looking forward to taking my test.Ok to later this afternoon after Fed Ex came to pick up the test package. I decided to order something to eat cause I had dinner from yesterday that my mom cooked for me in my fridge when I opted for the salad in my fridge which contained no fiber.I did not want to eat that waiting for days till I was able to have a bm so I decided to order a grilled chicken sandwich. Something I know would be safe and would settle in my stomach and mind you I did not eat this morning could'nt cause of the test oh and I was on my second day of taking L-glutamine.I think for some strange reason that I was still feeling the effects of that horrible salad I dont think that woman washed the lettuce leaves enough thouroly.I layed down after eating my sandwich which I often do oh but before that I went to go put in a load of laundry.Ok finally layed down not I would say twenty minutes into my nap my stomach started cramping up a little I was Lord no it got to be a little gurggling it will pass not at all.Got up ran to the bathroom dreaded D I was like wwwhhhhyyyy!!!!!!! went through it a couple of times thinking each trip was the last one ha!!!!! I was feeling kind of hot too it was real draining again I'm tired I was really wishing I had a box of Immodium AD on hand.I just pray I did not get food poisoning from that salad last night or even the sandwich who knows.Right now everything seems to be at peace I think I hate the dreaded D more then feeling constipated for days lol but when I'm feeling constipated sometimes I wished the dreaded D would come on so I will not feel so backed up it's a no win situation lol.Guys I not trying to eat anything anymore tonight till I get back on my IBS diet of cooked veggies for fiber.I pray that test will come back with something explaining why I get the dreaded D so easily cause they say having bacterial overgrowth of the small intestine is the main cause of diharrea lol there I said it.I'm really tired constantly having to clean my toilet bowl more then often the frequent trips to the bathroom being scared to eat I just need to find relief fast.Everyone please keep me in your prayers that this test will come back with something!!!!!!!! All I really want is to be able to get back out there and live my life and love it and just be happy for once and be back to my loveable smiling self.
Wow I really shared a lot I needed to cause if I did'nt my frustration would just build up and I think I'd have a nervous breakdown.I'm glad I can let my frustration out on the screen I feel better sorry guys for being so graphic about my symptoms.I feel I keep having to apologize for talking about things of that nature cause I sure as hell hate going through them.Well I'm about to do the last load of my laundry and watch NBC new's coverage of the Obama White House with Brian Williams should be interesting to see.As always guys wishing you good stomach and digestive health keep the faith things will get better and thank you for being here for me in my times of need sending all my love.xoxoxoxo
Post Edited (jt80) : 6/2/2009 4:39:05 PM (GMT-6)