This day sucked!!!!

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   Posted 7/16/2009 5:22 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey guys I stayed home today cause things as usual are going bad I live on the first floor so there is construction being done in the hallway outside my door.Lol just my luck thier working on a wall where my bathroom is on the other side.So starting yesterday morning I was so stressed and concerned with the construction guys would hear what usually takes place in my bathroom when I'm home.Lol I try to drown out the noise by keeping a boom box on my bathroom sink blasting the volume to drown out those embarrassing noises lol.Yesterday and today they were here for most of the day and my stomach was not calm like I wanted it to be.The dreaded D visited me I wanted to die and crawl under a rock this was not helping my anxiety.My mind was also not in the right place I still dont want to be in this reality of my life.I want to eat real foods tired of this dam food I got to eat there is no type of flavor I feel no satisfaction while or after eating those foods.Those are the only foods that will help with having healthy bms eating other foods with no type of fiber will really complicate things.This is literally driving me crazy I hate sitting at home infront of the tv at times in a daze trying to keep my mind from wondering to that dark place.It is really not helping my gut cause they say your mind and gut are connected.I think I may have fallen into a deeper depression but I'm going to try everything to distract my mind from going to that dark place.On the bright side I'm looking forward to the reality show Fashion Show on Bravo I have not missed an episode I love anything that has to do with fashion.It's the finale it's down to four finalist who get to show thier collection of ten dresses.I caaaant wait that will make me happy for the bad day I've had.Oh and today I was trying to get my haircut but it did not happen and I really need one getting a haircut I know will make me feel a little better.It's crazy hot out muggy to be exact and tomorrow is going to be worse just the kind of weather I want for how I'm feeling.I just hope tomorrow is a good day I need God hands to pull me out of this one here it's like being on a rollar coaster.Thank God things are calm now no more trips to the bathroom I'm done for the night not going to eat another thing till tomorrow.I'm not sure if the construction is done but if not I will be waken up by the noise of banging and saws and will just have a surge of anxiety come over me.I hope everyone is doing well tomorrow is a new day a fresh start got to be thankful for that lol. :-)
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