Hi everyone!!!,been awhile I hope everyone is well and blessed! I just needed to come and vent.As much as I eat now thank God for my healthy appetite I do not understand why?!When I'm ready to have a bm why my stools come out small and thin and not long healthy bulk formed ones! That is the thing that works my nerves about
having IBS I just want to be able to sit on the toilet one time and just have a nice long bulky one come out LOL.I know when I have one of them I wont be having to make several trips back to the bathroom to move more of my bms.I try to eat and take enough fiber supplements for that but it's never enough! That just allows my mind to worry and just think to much that my system is not normal but what is normal?! I remember what normal was before IBS the last time I believe I felt my system was normal was when I was in high school.That was normal to me being able to eat breakfast lunch and dinner and move around freely without feeling like I need to check to see if I need to move my bms.Not having anxiety that would start up feeling pains in my stomach.Maybe I'm just complaining to much but I feel I have every reason to! I'm trying my best to not give IBS power over my days but I'm not living my life to the fullest!!!! I dont go out to eat dont go out to the movies especially a club or loung and I love to dance! I need some fun in my life!!! I hate worrying about
going somewhere before the day arrives.I'm a hombody for a guy who is 30yrs young I should be working going to school having an amazing social life!!! I angers me that I'm limited to my life!!!
I'm giving IBS power sometimes and I dont like it at all!,but I have to count my blessings and thank God for them.It's just that I want to make more progress in my digestive health I'm trying everything possible.Everything possible to have the healthiest system I can.Thank God I no longer experience the dreaded D after eating anything.I'm so happy I can enjoy eating food again and being satisfied after having a good meal.I'll keep praying and keeping my faith and God he'll make things much better for me so that I can live out my dreams in Jesus name!!! Well till next post about to have a late yummy dinner thank God for that!!!!,wishing you all good digestive health and many beautiful belssings take care God bless!!!