Posted 4/25/2011 3:10 AM (GMT -6)
That may sound weird to say, but when 'my angel' questioned me, I discovered I am so exhausted that I had a hidden belief that maybe I don't deserve healing.
So today I want to share good news. Very good news.
Please remember your are not alone, we all in the same boat and some of us suffer like hell while some of us managed to heal from many various problems, physical, emotional, psychological, etc. and they want to share their vitality and loving energy with others. Many great people on this earth...!
The thing is, do we open ourselves to healing energies? If we don't, it's like keeping the windows closed and curtain down and suffering from lack of fresh air and light. The poor sun can shine without cloud like midday in the saharian desert and the poor wind outside can blow like huge storm, we will not benefit.
So... I would suggest all of us seek not only medical help but energy healing. I have tried that, I am currently on it and that's just incredibly good. I went to Barbara Brennan School of Healing BBSH website, searched the link "find a graduate" and sent a email to a few of them in my country, seeking help. The first one was just okay, i had one session, and then I tried to find somebody else, now the second one is really helping me, the first session already changed my mood from chornically depressed/depleted to almost filled with joy. I would call her my angel!
Of course, note that this is all a very individual matter, but i think it can help all of us, any of us, tremendously.
Later, I discovered that another one I had sent an email to earlier (but I don't need her help now) not only went through Barbara Brennan's 4 years training but also through 4 years Integrated Kabbalistic Healing Training. Out of curiosity, I explored that on internet and it seems one can find very very helpful graduates from that as well. There are a few good things and relaible things one can find, so I wanted to urge you who suffer form chronic health issue to give that a try.
I leave to you to find your way. I want to add however that I don't personanly believe very much in Reiki and other superficial energy healing -- but over all, it fully depends on us, what we need really, and on the healer -- more the healer than the training or thecniue, I woud even dare to say. Anyway, try BBHS, I think it is very reliable overall. You may like first to read a book on what it is all about, and that is a very good idea.
If you find a healer too expensive, tell her/him, they can adjust. (in my case, I have almost no income, so I had to ask for special conditions). If they cannot, then look for somebody else who is more open to your situation.
And BBHS even have a fund to help those who can't afford, ourweepingangels.org.
I found out that most of the BBSH healers I got in touch with accepted to adjust their financial conditions.
Please think about it, don't throw the info.
Just explore, really, and tell your self that... you deserve healing! (i doubted it, you know?)
Wish you all complete healing and happy healthy life...