My update.....

Thanks for the support on my first post. I read it and took it all to heart :). Its been a few months and I would just like to say I think I have my IBS undercontrol. Although I still go everyone morning, I havent had a problem at school for a long time but I still stress about IBS daily.... and its hard emotionaly. My ibs seems to be getting better, my social life hasnt. My self confidence is at an all time low..... sometimes i dont even go out to dinner because I dont want people to look at it me. The few friends I do have I only talk to online, I dont like to hang out because Im so self conscious it just makes things unenjoyable. Im not a sad person really, I love to joke and have a good time and is very kind at heart, just I dont open up because Im scared of getting hurt (quite the cliche). I feel worthless but full of life at the same time, its driving me insane . Its really starting to hurt me because Im scared to death of college, im really really scared of it.... but i have to go. Im worried my fears are going to control my life (they have so far), and everyday I wait, it just builds up and gets harder. Is this normal to feel this way as a 17 year old? I feel the answer is yes but why are my peers having a great time threw life and living it up, while im at home scared to go outside because I dont want to be seen.

Well I have to urge to delete all this because its kinda embarrassing, so I might as well wrap this up. Its really hard because I know my cure, I know what I need. I need a girlfriend to share my emotions with and to open up to. I feel if i had this my life would be complete.... but im not letting myself do this, I feel like I cant do this, and im getting worried.

I am a fellow "IBS-Der".  It hit me out of nowhere about mid-March and  I've had diarrhea/loose stools every day since. I'm a 26 year old teacher of about 1,400 students (I teach art at the elementary schools in the school district.) 

First of all, always remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!  Many of us on this board have felt the same way as you, or still do for that matter.  Just because you are 17, doesn't mean that you can't feel the way you do...some of us are just "geared" that way.  Have you considered taking a yoga class?  I think I may check into taking one.  I hear that it helps with relaxation.  Also, try a relaxation CD.  If you are going to be at college, buy yourself one of those headphone CD players and pop in the CD, lay on your bed and listen to it.  Nobody would even know what you're listening too since you are using the headphones.  I have done this and it really helps...at least it helps me.  It deosn't hurt to give it a try. 

If you ever need to talk, please post.  We are here to help eachother deal with IBS.  This is a good, safe place.

Keep us posted!