If the lessons are helping you even just a little, I would say to stick with it. Getting help and support especially now with your health problems is probably the best thing and probably better to keep those ties. I'm so happy to hear that you have a good worker, I know that was a concern for you in the past so good to hear that has turned around for you.
Good luck on the scope, don't worry about
it. I'm sure you have seen enough posts here to know that it really isn't a big thing. You will do fine. Please let us know how the dermy appt goes for you. I have been really concerned for you there. I have rashes also that are caused by autoimmune problems so if you have any questions, please let me know.
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Dx: IBS 1989, Diverticulosis 2004, Idiopathic Acute Colitis 2006, UCTD 2007
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