Hi ps18 and welcome!
Is there any way you can go to a primary dr to have your prostrate examined? You may be having some trouble with that or your kidneys but until you see a dr it would be hard to tell. I know it's expensive but sometimes they give a reduced rate if you don't have insurance.
I hope everything works out for you.
spleen/appendix/gall bladder-removed/endometriosis/complete hysterectomy at 29/sinus surgery/numerous allergies & asthma/chronic kidney stones/ pancreatitis 3x's/2 knee surgeries-now need replacement/bunion & 2 neuroma surgeries/shoulder surgery w/ pins-which also froze following surgery/severe adhesions & scar tissue-stomach to chest-liver to ribs-colon to pelvis/severe IBS w/ constipation/subtotal colectomy 7/08/ c difficile
Am now down from 17 meds a day to 8 and VERY healthy:)
There's always hope and things will get better :)