Posted 1/23/2008 11:54 AM (GMT -7)
Sorry for all the posts tonight!
I have been VERY hyper for months now. I was told by the Lupus Centre in London that 'ants in the pants' goes with some autoimmune stuff.
I cannot sit still, I feel agitated and Must keep doing things, I have a touch of OCD, but I think its because everything is going so badly wrong I am trying to make sure one is right, a PERFECT apartment, even straightening an ornament.
Sometimes I am so sweating and about to collapse and realise I cannot continue all the diy-ing and cleaning, I stand in the middle of the floor and cry. I dont know what to do.
relaxations seems not to be part of my ability at present.
Also I am like an Anti-christ and fighting with eveyone. I am very sensitive now and a bit paranoid and when I feel hurt etc I lash out with my tongue, this is SO NOT me. I was a mouse! Only a wee, wee, little mouse, once!
Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS) Severely Deaf, Hypothyroidism, Pes Cavus, Crohns Disease, scoliolis, Hiatus hernia, diverticular disease, neuromuscular disorder (?parkinsons) movement disorder, ? another autoimmune disease.
150mcg tyroxine, 20mg pantoprazole, 10mg Cipramil, 500mg 2 3times a day Mesalazine, 3mg Entocort, 62.5 Sinemet, 30mg Tamazipam, mystatin, sudocream