Fly to London on the 8th April. Appooint 10th.
Havent been well at all.
Depression awful, anger and frustration and the 'ants in pants' awful too.
Tried to smash up the health centre during the week with my stick. Nearly hit the district nurse, I was that close to.
tried to break windows and everything. All I did was massive damage to finger, wrist and elbow of self for my muscles, and stuff are so poorly.
No help in the home for two weeks was too much for me.
Feet, hands, knees and calves all burn horribly.l
Weakness worse and unsteadiness on legs.
Feel tired, ears and glands in neck sore.
Eyes like walnuts.
Sun hurts and heat now hurts. Driving two days ago thought I'd pass out in the heat. I dont have an air conditioned car, so prob wont be driving much in summer.
Bailed outa college.
that all good news eh!!!!/
I am so low and very nervous about london. I dont know how to 'attack' London and the hosptal, how to approach the docs etc.
My twin will be there but I am so fecking nervous.
My aggression really frightened me.
I've never ever reached that pitch of undiluted anger and wanting to do damage.
Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS) Severely Deaf, Hypothyroidism, Pes Cavus, Crohns Disease, scoliolis, Hiatus hernia, diverticular disease, neuromuscular disorder (?parkinsons) movement disorder, ? another autoimmune disease.
150mcg tyroxine, 20mg pantoprazole, 10mg Cipramil, 500mg 2 3times a day Mesalazine, 3mg Entocort, 62.5 Sinemet, 30mg Tamazipam, mystatin, sudocream