Hi Carol..... Honey. Your rant or, well, let's say it in a different way. Your frustration, is valid and we understand..... Remember that crap I went through last summer with that drug allergy? Yeah, you and I were in really bad shape at the same time. I get it. I get what you're feeling. I'm feeling it right now too. I don't know if it will ever end. Let's be honest right! We just don't know what tomorrow is going to be like.
You have reach for your faith. This is the time you need it most. You know that. I know you do! Talk to him. Lots.....
I did the "sitting in the car while hubby went into Walmart" a couple of weeks ago. I couldn't handle the extra walking around, and those dang fluorescent poison lights. I sat in the car. I thought the same things you did.
I also make sure that my loved ones don't take their health for granted. It kills me when I see them not go to a doctor's appointment because they "just didn't feel like it this year"..... One trip to the doctor in a year, and they blow it off..... What I would do to see a doctor just once in a whole year.... Makes me want to cry too.
I'm sending you hugs and reassurance tonight Carol. Cry your head off if you need to. Just don't tear your eyes out please, LOL!
Love ya sis,
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13
34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus