Well hell can only be the words to describe how I felt today.
Two weeks and two days home and not one visit from a family member.
I was lounging out on the road at 6am, yes I dont have a garden and I was sitting in a lounger behind my car when a neighbour, an alcoholic came over and engaged me in conversation, none of which I heard cos I didnt have hearing aids in, all I wanted was the air on my face.
I came in.
A big walk for me by the sea, it was cold so I walk better then and my one centimetre lift on my left shoe makes a remarkable difference. I discovered I had a two centimeter short leg! I am to get a further three quarters of a lift on later.
Went to shops for retail theraphy not great with rollator when everyting crammed together.
Met my nephews partner going in.
Picked up all my plants from being baby sat! Seemed hundreds of them. Couldnt return one of them to a shelf where it stood before London, it too heavy and I got a shock.
Wrist in brace now for a few days and is agony and I cant move it with the pain.
I then went to do a shop for a neighbour, a paranoid schizophrenic.
And then went to a woman selling something on a cheap site on the net only to leave my bag there, she was a girl whom I used to work with, I didnt know that until I got to her house, and she has married into money, palatial abode, she told me I could have the frames and clock for nothing as she was 'giving them to charity anyway' and she proceeded to tell me that a friend of hers died not much older than I of Lupus, and I just been more or less diagnosed with it.
Another friend called when I got back to drive me back to this work colleague to get bag and the paranoid schizophrenic saw me go and rang on my mobile to say "something weird is going on, my friend I was talking to when you left was also called Anne and also had Lupus and there is a conspiracy going on and you left in a hurry." This woman is a *** and her xlover failed to tell her she was in another relationship.
God preserve me, I think I will stick to chihuahuas, honest, I really, really do.
I dont understand human beings. I cant even come to a near close understanding of them, can anyone here? Neither do I understand schizophrenia, she landed on my street a few years ago and has been screaming these past few days out there and I go and sit with her and hold her hand. I dont know why the doctors leave her in the throes of such extreme paranoia she is in, she isnt always like this.
Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS) Severely Deaf, Pes Cavus, scoliolis, Hiatus hernia, diverticular disease, neuromuscular disorder, movement disorder, recently dxed as drug induced 2008 Crohns Disease 1996,Hypothyroidism 1998, Raynauds 2006, Sjogrens 2008, Lupus 2008, spine in very, very bad way dx 2008
Irish, not an illness!
100mcg tyroxine, 10mg Cipramil, 3mg Entocort, 30mg Tamazipam, mystatin, sudocream, neurontin 600mg, acidopolis, Vitamin B complex, Coenzyme Q10, Vitamin B12 injection, Nexium 40mg, Fortijuice.