Posted 8/14/2008 8:58 PM (GMT -6)
Thanks you guys. I love you all too....
Judy, I'm glad to be the source of some humor. Seriously! I laughed out loud when I read that you laughed out loud! Hahaha... Oh, some comic relief is so needed.....
But you're right. I"m getting depressed. I know I am. I cried more than once today. Mostly because i'm just so tired of the pain and discomfort I'm in. I picture myself having to live with this for the next 40+ years and that thought makes me bawl.
Stacie, I don't ever feel like cooking either, LOL. And sitting on the couch makes my back, hips and neck hurt too! I can't be comfortable anywhere, even in bed. There is no escape from this pain. I think that is getting me down more than anything. The BIG BULLY is back and it's picking on me. I DON'T LIKE THAT.
Carol, I wish I knew what this was. It's nothing like I have ever experienced. Is it residual from what happened last summer? Is my body changing? I just don't know. I know you understand what this is like. You've been through the wringer too. How do you cope? Obviously my coping skills suck because I'm having a heck of a time getting a grip.
Thanks for hearing me out you guys. I need to go have a good cry.
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13
34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus