I've been sick in bed the past couple of days. The rain and fog is killing me. My joints all hurt my breathing is bad. I've barely been able to get out of bed.
Anyway, My brother and his wife are recovering addicts and they are really down on the meds I take. So since I've been in bed or course they come to the conclusion that it must be because I'm taking a ton of drugs.
Since Ihave been here I have tried to help them out making meals around the house never letting any one go hungry. So since I didn't get up yesterday they made themself steaks and baked potatoes and who knows what else and didn't even save me a thing. I took all I had in me to get up and throw in a micro wave meal. Today my brother told me that if he was sick that best thing to do it get up doing stuff and it would make me feel better! I can't take this stupidity any more. I got to get out of here. Even if it means a nursing home.
I'm just so angry!
Possible scleroderma. stage 4 COPD, Osteoporosis,osteoarthritis
Prednisone,plaquanil400mg,azythromyacin,vicodin 4x5mg,Evista60mg, Effexor 150mg,Xanax 1.0 x3,Singular,nitro spray, spirivia,aciphex,lasix,inderal,pot.chlor.,B12
I will never leave you nor forsake you!