You're too hard on yourself. we all have those days, moments, of moody aggression. I had an episode a few days ago with my hubby too. I apologized about an hour later and we ended up laughing about it too! At least we relationships that are healthy enough to have a good laugh about our outbursts! That's something very positive to take out of this!
I find that when I'm on too much prednisone, the aggressive, moody, mean outbursts happen more often. I hate it. It's not me!!! I'm a happy, loving person. But sometimes our meds, or the disease or like you mentioned, a lack of sleep, will trigger it.
You'll be okay.
Sending you hugs,
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13
34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus