I am SO exhausted with all of this stuff!
If I'm thinking clearly, my body doesn't want to cooperate...If I'm foggy headed then my body is ready to go! I am feeling so overwhelmed!
Doctors and meds and therapists and family and friends and aches and pains and naps...and everything!
Whew! Whats a girl to do? I don't get online too much and my social network has dwindled, I seem to now be unable to commit to anything. I hate to disappoint people when I say I wanna do something and then can't. Noone seems to understand all of this.
Hopkins sends me lab results weekly with NO explanation, just abnormal findings!?!? Ahhh! I feel like I'm so over all of this mumbo jumbo!
And how about naps...anyone HAVE to take a nap, even when your feeling pretty good? Although I dont want to believe it, I do feel better when I have a rest period everyday...even on a good day. I feel like I pay for my activities the following day. I am struggling with that rest period thing...I seem to over do it one day and be laid up the next and if I really push it for a day or two, my week is shot and I find myself in crazy pain!
My local doctor (PCP) told me last week that he is not licensed to treat pain and wrote a script for four Percocet!
Im trying not to get beat down, its getting really hard though! Any coping advice?