Hi RN,di,(welcome to the group),Ginny,Hippi, Pat, Hester,Robin, Judy, Rosie, El, I hope I didn't miss anyone. I wanted to thank everyone for the thoughts and prayers. It really helped me last night. I did go to chuch last night but I had a hard time concentrating. My CT scan isn't until 1:30 but the doctor office wants me to go in early for an alpha 1 test. I think i alredy had that and it was neg. but I'm not 100% certain but hey what's 1 more blood test right? LOL.
I think yesterday bothered me most because I had already been told I had 8 yrs. Well 8 yrs could be a life time. I think what scared(scares) me is what if I do get this transplant and somthing goes wrong? I could be dead 6 months from now. I kno I shouldn't think that way. And somtimes I'm so sick it almost sounds like a welcome thing but when push comes to shove it's scarey.
Well I'm going to lay back down for awhile. These tests are taking it's toll. and I have to leave in 2 hours. YIPPY.
I'll let ya know when I get back. I'm sure I won't know anything. It'll probably take a few days.
Love ya all
Possible scleroderma. stage 4 COPD, Osteoporosis,osteoarthritis
Prednisone,plaquanil400mg,azythromyacin,vicodin 4x5mg,Evista60mg, Effexor 150mg,Xanax 1.0 x3,Singular,nitro spray, spirivia,aciphex,lasix,inderal,pot.chlor.,B12
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