Oh no Donna! and yet you were still able to get all 10 right on the game yesterday! Sorry just trying to find the up side. I know this is gonna sound just awful but I had to learn to do this for my own sanity. If my day is becoming more than I can handle and I feel like just one more thing is gonna be more than I can deal with I ............turn my phone off! I trust God and my family to be able to handle whatever comes up and taught myself that it's ok to take care of me and the world will not end if I am not there to fix everything. It took a long time because I was always miss fix it. If my son's name came up on caller ID the first thing I thought before answering it was............Oh no what's wrong? lol. He even knows now that if he leaves me a message that he needs to tell me he was just calling to say hi and everything is ok. lol.
I guess I'm just saying try to find a way to take care of yourself. Give yourself permission to do what is best for you. I hope your rheumy appt went well.
Possible scleroderma. stage 4 COPD, sleep apnea, Osteoporosis,osteoarthritis
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