It's okay to let those taps open and just let it all out. Traumatized is a very good description of how you feel when your body is attacked to such an extent. I'm still dealing with my own nightmares and flashbacks from over a year ago when I was in the hospital. I know what you're dealing with, sis. I hope this weekend can bring you the rest you need.
I'm sorry about your grandma Judy. I want you to know I've been praying for you all, every day. Love you!
I can do anything through Jesus Christ who strengthens me. I have learned in whatever state I am in,to be content. Phillipians 4:11-13
34 years old. Diagnosed with lupus in 2000. Fibromyalgia, anti-phospholipid syndrome(APS)(stroke),Sjogren's, Raynaud's, seizure disorder-(miraclulously disappeared!), Libman Sach's Endocarditis, vasculitis, sacroiliitis, arthritis (neck) . Prednisone, Imuran, Coumadin, Clobazam, Amitriptyline, didrocal, Cozaar, Tramacet, calcium, Cykolokapron, multi-vitamin, vitamin D, Magnesium, vitamin B6, Acidophilus