Hi Sweet Girl, as I read what you are saying my heart goes out to you. This much I can tell you. I am a mental health caseworker and I raised children with mental illness. I never understood what it felt like to have extreme anxiety with delusional features until now. It is a horrible experience. Jenna, I don't know if you have Lupus or not, but whether or not, taking meds to get the psychological symptoms under control can be a blessing. These meds are best prescribed by a psychiatrist. They are the experts at diagnosis and treatment. I pray you find the answers you seek. In the meantime, please know I don't think you a freaking anyone out. You just need a proper diagnosis and treatment. Blessings, Tammy
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Rom 8:18-19 "I consider that my present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us."