Posted 6/6/2009 12:53 AM (GMT -6)
Hey everyone, new to this site. This post is kind of long and rambling and I apologize but I feel like I need to talk to someone.
I'm a 23 yr old female who started showing symptoms of lupus when I was 19. I have never really paid much attention to changes of my body, and it took me not being able to hold anything in my hands to finally get myself to the doctor. Even after being diagnosed and put on hydroxychloriquine I was still bad about keeping appointments and taking my medications since I was trying to get through college and maintain a job at the same time, and I think there was a time when I didn't see my doctor for a year. Last year I decided I needed to take better care of myself and started to see a rheumatologist again, but again I would miss appointments. I also got put on a low dose of prednisone about 9 months or so ago.
about a month and a half ago i started getting really bad edema in my feet, and I kind of noticed that my legs were looking big too. Now I've gained 30+ pounds in the past 6 months, so i thought it was the weight gain plus that fact that I spend 7 to 10 hours on my feet at work most times. So I went a week with horribly swollen legs before finally going to the ER, they did a doppler for clots and found nothing so they said I should see my rheumatologist. Labwork revealed I had increased inflammation, low blood protein, and high urine protein. My rheumy had me do a 24 hr urine collection which revealed I had almost 8g of protein in my urine, and 2 days later I had an emergency appointment with a nephrologist. He told me I needed a kidney biopsy, and put me on furosemide and benazepril.
After some runaround with my health insurance, I finally got my biopsy scheduled for next week. I saw my rheumy this week; my bloodwork was a little better, and my urine protein was down to 4.5g. The edema is better too, I now have times where I can actually feel my ankle bone again. But now I've been noticing this heart palpitation thing going on. I've always had times where I was suddenly away of my heart beating, but it would only last a few seconds and then go away, and it only happened like every couple weeks. Yesterday I had this sensation in my chest around 7pm that felt like one of the chambers overfilled and then suddenly pushed all the blood through and I could feel my heart pounding hard for a few seconds. I had walked up a flight of stairs 5 minutes before, so I thought it was because of the sudden exersion. But even after coming home and sitting on the couch watching tv, I was still very aware of my heart beating. It would get worse, like my heart started pounding harder, when I would lay down or lean a certain way. It was like this all the way until midnight when I finally went to bed. Today I didn't notice any sensation while I was at work, but upon coming home and finally sitting down i started feeling my heartbeat again. I took a heart rate and it was 119, and all I had been doing was eating dinner in front of the tv.
I'm wondering if I'm just psyching myself out and I'm stressed, or if this is a real problem. When I was at the nephrologist they said my blood pressure was high and thats why they put me on the benazepril. But since I just saw my rheumy 3 days ago, I assumed any abnormal tests would have been mentioned and he didn't say anything. I don't know if I should go to the ER tomorrow, its like any small change has me worried that something is going wrong, but I'll feel stupid if I go and they tell me its just anxiety. Has anyone else had heart palpitations caused by their lupus? My rheumy said my heart test was normal (my bun and creat was fine too, just the protein was weird) so could the palpations be from the benazepril?
I don't really know how I'm handling all this, I've looked up information online and I'm kind of scaring myself by reading about kidney failure and all the other complications associated with lupus nephritis. I don't really talk to anyone about personal issues (parents get irrationally worried, don't want to be too personal with co-workers, and most friends have busy lives themselves) so I think this is my way of trying to reach out and get some sort of support. The thought of the biopsy scares the hell out of me, and I'm so worried about getting put on even more medication like chemotherapy. I know I'm probably way more stressed out than I think I am, but I don't want to attribute the palpitations to stress if I may be having a problem with my heart. Anybody else been through this before?
Thanks for taking the time to read this, this post was waaaay longer that I wanted it to be, but I guess I needed to vent.