Well I had my second dose of Remicade yesterday. At first I felt ok when I got home, Nikita and I went to the Credit Union and then to Walmart to pick up a couple of things . I rode on the put put car and managed to get what I needed. Once I got home this overwhelming feeling of tirdness came over me and I felt like I was gonna be sick. So I took some Zofran and laid down, well that was it I was down for the count I slept for 4 hrs before waking up and I once again feel totally wiped out. Plus this time I'm having chest pain and some pain in my joints too. I'm not sure if this is a good idea or not.
This is not what I need to be happening with my life. As most of you know I struggle on a daily basis anyway with everything that I have. My 16 year old daughter is going off the deep end and something is up with my hubby. I don't need or want this additional stress. I know a lot of you have been having a tough time and I've not been there a lot and I'm deeply sorry for that. It's like my life has taken a huge turn for the worse, I know lots of folks say I won't be given more than I can handle but #@(% it feels like more than I can handle. I'm just grumbling and I'm sorry I just have NO ONE that I can talk to except you all. People just don't get it, you know what I mean? Well enough of this pity party and I want to say I love you all and thanks yet again for being there for me. I want to wish the DAD's here a happy Father's Day. I hope that we all have a great pain free weekend and please know I love you all, YOU ALL, are my life line w/o you I think I'd be alone in this world of trouble and suffering. Thanks for reading and listening and may you all feel physically and emotionally better.
dx fibro, SLE, glaucoma, cateracts, bells palsy, depression, migraine headaches, gastreopaersis, chronic anemia, RA,MDS (Blood Cancer). Tons of meds.