So great you haven't needed dialysis since march! That's great! I'm a worry wart too. With your serious health issues, I would be worried too. My liver is the main problem with me, and I worry about it. Unfortunately, when they can't tell me what's going to happen when, its just hard to deal with.
Meditation and wrting fiction helps me, as well as doing things with my hands. I always say, when you have that nervous energy, write, and my paranoia has fueled alot of projects! I used to think nervous energy meant something was wrong, then I learned that it meant "get stuff done" so I do. Paranoia, energy, I'll take what I can get!
Ills--Sjogrens-Lupus cond., AI polygland. dysfunction 2, hyper/hypopigment, scoliosis,kyphosis,stenosis, deg.,O.A.,spine surgeries, salivary/lymphectomies, NASH, COPD, RLS, UT/GI bleeds, hystero, brain/nerve damage,TB
Meds--INH,Plaquenil, Evoxac, Metformin, Synthroid, HCTZ, HRT and Lidocaine patchs, Voltaren gel, Klonopin, Vicodin, Restasis, Albuterol, steroids