Butterflake, I sometimes wonder if I had done something differently would I have been diagnosed sooner and would the disease have been milder. I blame myself for all my limits and the things I can't do and I know better. I never thought about
all the guilt we lay on ourselves as a result of this disease but dang we all really need to stop blaming ourselves, then again who do we blame when we stop feeling guilty because as human beings we need someone to lay all that blame on.
Dx:fibromyalgia 2002, systematic lupus 2005- definate CNS involvement dxed late 2005, psoriasis 2006, rheumatoid arthritis 2006, PTSD 2007, multiple allergies 2005, migraine, compression fractures T11 & T12, Sjögren's, damaged periphrial nerves 2007, exema
Tx: plaquenil, Enbrel, Tramadol, Singulair, Skelaxin, Baby Asprin, Imuran, Prilosec, lasix, Evoxac, Celebrex, Darvocet when things get too bad, prednisone again, various vitamin/mineral supplements, cozar
"Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dreams with open eyes, to make it possible." T. E. Lawrence