Jessica, sometimes life tests you in ways that make you wonder how you'll survive all the losses. Five years ago I lost my mom and dad within a few months of each other, during the worst year of my lupus. It was devastating and I believe that the losses aggravated my lupus in the way that stress can create havoc on your body.
I hurt for you and urge you to get professional help to deal with all of your losses. It sounds like you have a good doctor and I hope you get some answers real soon. You're doing a great job of documenting your symptoms.
This is a great place to vent whenever life seems to be overwhelming, and I hope you'll feel free to do so.
SLE, fibro, renauds, restless leg, hiatal hernia, double vision, migraines, costocondritis.
plaquenil, neurontin, synthroid, triamterene, actonel, niaspan, lunesta, cymbalta, vitamin D, Calcium, Multi Vit.