Well the good news is I am feeling better the bad news is that I am really batteling depression. I have to wear this stupid oxygen tube everywhere even in the shower. I wear it to go out side to the trash, I take it off long enough to put my makeup on. I have another appt in september with my transplant team and I don't know if I will be any worse then before. I know that sounds dumb but if I'm not worse I can't get a transplant. I just keep waiting. I feel like life is passing me by. I don't really go anywhere or do anything. I mean people know I'm sick and probably can't do what they are doing now that summer is here. I'm finding myself hoping the sun will go down so another day will be over.
nexium,temazepam,predisone,plaquenil,propanalol,citracal,pottasium, vitB12 ,iron,xopenex,advair,spirivia,soma,Vitamin D, cybalta
Dx lupus, scleroderma, pos. fibro, high blood pressure. COPD, need left lung transplant. cervical cancer survivor, osteoporsis.
"Consider it a pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." - James 1:2&3