Thanks ladies, I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. I did get a little bit of sleep but still pretty out of it. I have slightly thought about
assisted living homes. I know I couldn't live in a nursing home. At least assited living might not take every dime I have. The nursing home wants all I have except let me keep 50 dollars for my personel items. Which I could never live on plus I would feel very depressed with a mere 50 dollars in my pocket every month. I hurt so incredibly bad right now. I' taking 10 mil. gram vicodin and I can barely breath. I do realize I am completely complaining but I just feel like I am slipping away. When I first heard of Lupus I didn't think it was going to be like this. It isn't like people talked about
it that much so it couldn't be that bad????????? in 2006 when I joined this support group I thought this would be a great place to get information and learn about
the disease. I still didn't feel all that bad and symptoms were staying in check pretty well. with an occasional flare or legs made of concrete. However this past year it seems like things have just spiraled downhill quickly. Has that happened to anyone here? If anyone would like to share their experiences as of this past year or two. better worse, the same. I really would like to know. I think it might help me.
love you all
nexium,temazepam,predisone,plaquenil,propanalol,citracal,pottasium, vitB12 ,iron,xopenex,advair,spirivia,soma,Vitamin D, cybalta
Dx lupus, scleroderma, pos. fibro, high blood pressure. COPD, need left lung transplant. cervical cancer survivor, osteoporsis.
"Consider it a pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." - James 1:2&3
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