Your finacee seems he cares and loves you very much. He may truelly never understand, but he will be able to relate to it if you tell him more. There are programs out there for people to help. Do not be afraid to ask for help. I know that is easier said than done. The kids can help pick up toys, keep the house clean. Your oldest can even help you with cooking. My boy just finished kindergarten, and loves to sit on the counter and help me with cooking. I let him put things in the pots, open things up, basically anything that doesnt actually involve the stove. I have been teaching him how to use the microwave. I've had fibro flares where it took all I had just to get out of bed or even just to stand. My doctor has recently put me in pool therapy. It is okay for you to cry hon.
As for changing doctors, try going to a teaching hospital. Take all your medical records, and family history medical records with you, and get the help you need.
Also, lean on us whenever you want.
Ps, Welcome to the group!
DX: Wegener's Disease, Migraines, Diabetese Type II, PCOS, Lactose Intolerant, Benign Heart Murmer, Depression, Asthma, Asperger's Syndrome, Necrotizing Gramultous Inflamation in eye, A.D.D., Acid Reflux, Tumor Behind the Eye, Carpal Tunnel, Fibromyolgia, Clasterphobic, Arthritis
Medications: Tri Nessa, Percocet, Metformin, Prilosec, Protonix, Zantac, Advair, Cingulair, Albuterol, Calcium + Vitamin D, Pro-Air, Pepcid, Rolaids, Zofran, Compuzeen, Refresh Plus Eye Drops PRN: Epi-Pen, Albuterol Nebulizer, Benedryl
Undergoing Radiation Taking Lorazepam (Ativan) on Radiation Days