Ya know ames We talked about this this morning. and I hadn't thought about it again until just a few minutes ago and then I saw this post. Even before reading it I got a very bad feeling in my 6th sensethat this is NOT a good idea. I understand that it is for someone you love and want to be there for but think of it this way she loves you too. and she wants you to be there for her. and I don't mean tomorrow. I can't hold your hand and force you not to do it but in my heart of hearts I'm saying NO if things are that bad you should be in a hospital not driving a car! I know the smilie face one I know all about the applying pressure and being able to tell how much water you are gaining. Ames remember kidney failure is for keeps. I think you should all her and tell her you want to be there but tell her your situation. and if you are not getting rid of these fluids monitoring or not you need to see another doctor. It's like we all tell others we do what we can do. Putting your life on the line is not worth it for anyone. because you are good to anyone if your dead!
please rethink this your only 22 there will be a lot of decisions to make. you have to make the right ones.
love you and praying for ya
p.s. anything I screwed is due to taking my night pills already. so I'm not doing spell check lol
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