I am sorry you are feeling alone and not listened to. I must point out, though, that I checked your last few posts and the ones with questions were answered, except one late last evening. Many of our members only feel well enough to come online every 3 or 4 days, so sometimes the response times are a little slow.
One thing you can do is check the "chat" feature when you are on. There are not a lot of scheduled chats, but often people will congregate in one room or another --- and it may be a gathering of people from multiple diseases. I often see where everyone is, ask if anyone has lupus, and if they do, ask them to join me in the lupus room so we can talk about
Unfortunately, we are at one of those lull periods where there are lots of new people asking "newbie" questions, and the long-timers seem to be taking a bit of a break...dunno what's up with the middle-timers, tho.
There is a lot of good, basic information in our welcome thread www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=29&m=184347
I hope you feel more connected soon,