I understand also. You did the right thing coming here though because you will get the sense talked into you :) Many times I felt like that and I knew exactly where to go before I made the mistake.
It's like a double edge sword for me... I get to where I don't want to take them anymore because I feel so good, I question if I was even sick to begin with -OR- I want to stop taking them because in my worse times I doubt they are even making a difference... and then theres the 'I hate filling this darn weekly pill container each week'
Dx: IBS, Diverticulosis, Idiopathic Acute Colitis, SLE, Sjogren's, Localized Scleroderma, Raynauds
Meds: Plaquenil 400mg/day, Pred 5 mg/day, Topamax 100mg/day, Lodine 500mg/day, Protonix 40mg/day
Methotrexate 10mg/week, Arava 20/mg (what next???), Vicoprofen PRN, Flexeril PRN, Fiorinal PRN, Baby aspirin, Prenatal Multi, Vit E, B12, Fish Oil, Biotin, Calcium, Folic Acid