I sometimes have to remind myself that every day is a gift. Each morning when I wake up I take that first breath and realize in that moment that I have been given the opportunity to journey once more. There are times when this mantra is difficult for me, especially when I have had a really difficult day the day before. But I try to remember that we are blessed with a new beginning each day that the sun smiles on us. I needed to remember that, since I will starting Imuran tomorrow. Every time I get to this place of "something new" a lump always forms in my throat.....so here I go for yet another ride. I love this forum. It gives me hope and inspiration.